Juke Junk Jezabell

It's just me :)

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Monday, March 19, 2007

Jade Innovations 2

Hello all!!

Life is good! Sales have been above and beyond my predictions!! I would like to thank all of the wonderful people of SL who have stopped by our store to wish us well. :) I would like to thank Tara Cult for believing in our products enough to offer us a space on her sim to open up a second shop. *beams*
Jade 2, is now open at Glow Estates, in Temptress Falls!! Recently added items to our ever growing collection of Starfleet Vessels. NCC 1701-C, and Dani has been hard at work building her second Star Wars ship, a Tie Interceptor, which turned out frikken awesome! :)
Dani has also taken up building houses, and store fronts :) so stop on by and see all the exciting new items! My special ordered lava fall for Ichi, turned out awesome as well, and is available now at both locations :) Sold by itself, or with the Throne of Demos.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Jade Innovations

Welcome to Jade Innovations! A brand new store on the Isle of Jade. My wife and I decided it was time to sell some of the things we have been making. We cator to all, and aren't selling just one thing :) So head on over to our store and see what we have to offer! We are always looking for new things to build, so if you have a request, don't hesitate to ask us!! We love a challenge :) We hope to see you there!!!

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Jeza

Monday, January 29, 2007

January 27, 2007

The happiest day of my life!!!
I am the luckiest girl in the world!!!
Married to Danielle Raabe, the woman of my dreams, the keeper of my heart, the one I share my soul with.
Our wedding was perfect.. Married on the beach next to our new house, on a perfect afternoon with my closest friends (except for Imzy..RL kept her away :(...) Danielle looked soo beautiful in her traditional white wedding dress. As soon as I walked around the house, and saw her standing there, I burst into tears, not tears of pain or sorrow, but tears of joy! I swear to you, there was a beam of light shining down on her, as she stood there, looking like an angel sent from above.
I wasn't nervous, or scared in any way to make a commitment to her. I love her so much. More and more everyday. It's amazing how you go through life thinking you know what love is, well let me tell you, when you find your soul mate, like I have, the love is almost overwhelming. She is a gift from heaven in my eyes. She is my saviour. I know she doesn't think she is, but to me she is. She saved me on so many levels. I am totally commited to her. I would do anything, anything at all for her.
I would like to take a moment to thank, Desdemona Christiansen, for marrying us. she put together a wonderful ceremony for us, in a really short amount of time. She is a full time DJ in SL, and she somehow found the time to put it together for us. :)
Des, Thank you from the bottem of my heart. I know you said it was no big deal, but to me and Dani, it is. Your such a kind woman, and I will never forget what you did for us! :)
Thank you to all my friends from Jade Island for coming, and wishing us the best, it means alot to me, it really does :)
So now we start our new life together, a journey I so look forward to :) Love like this happens only once in a lifetime, and I intend to enjoy it to the fullest extent possible! :)

Lol, then just now I get a naughty e-mail why'll I am at work from her :P Ebil Woman!!! he he he he

Friday, January 12, 2007

Dreams realized :)

My Second Life just keeps getting better and better!! Not only have I met my soul mate, and I do not use the term lightly, Danielle truley is my soul mate, she and I have grown so close now, I feel lost when she is not with me.. Our hearts beat as one now, our minds think alike...."We Are Borg" :P:P Not really hee hee!
Seriously though, a really good friend, and owner of Wasted Jack's, ask me how I would feel about being on a private island.. I laughed at first, and said there is no way Dani and I could afford it.. I figured it would be just way too much for us to pay out.. But we talked about it, and he told me I should come check it out. So we did, and he showed me a plot of land, right on the beach, said it was mine if I wanted it.. I looked at Dani, she looked at me, well guess what? We have beach property!! :P
Something I have wanted for awhile now, was a real house, on real land.. I have been renting a skybox forever, and was just outgrowing it.. Don't get me wrong, skyboxes aren't all bad, but there comes a time, well for me anyways, when it is time to move, and grow, and the time was right :) I had the Love of my Life, why not live the total dream, and have a house on the beach :)
Dani and I started shopping for a house almost immediately, and looked and looked, finally after looking , and getting side tracked by shops along the way :P .. Dani said one of her friends had just bought a new house, and wanted to know if we would be interested in there old one.. We went and looked at it, and got a great deal on it :)
So now we have a beautiful 2 story house, on a private beach :) I never thought I would have beach property, let alone have it with the woman of my dreams :) Sorry if I am being a mushy, well okay, I'm not sorry :P Not one damn bit! I am happy beyond words, and nobody can take that away from me :):):)

Monday, January 01, 2007

A new year, a new outlook

Wow!! What a way to end a year.. In the arms of the one I love. :) She sacraficed her sleep so we could be together to celebrate New Years twice he he. I couldn't ask for a more caring, loving, funny, naughty, romantic, commited woman even if I tried. I am still in awe of this woman. The passion she exudes, the love she shares, the way she has cared for me.. I.. Wish I could convey how much she has changed my life. I never in a million years thought I wanted to 'Feel' again.. It is just too painful... Banana.. I think that's how you spell that..Oh sorry.. My daughter just ask me how to spell it :P Anyways, I really was done with love.. I have had my heart broken too many times, and just didn't want to subject myself to the pain anymore.. But then out of nowhere, came Danielle.. A chance encounter? I don't think it was.. I was hurting.. Had been for quite some time.. I tried to hide it, but it was there.. I lied to myself.. Saying everything was ok.. It wasn't.. But I was too scared to admit it.. Then it happened.. It was over..
I went to a place I had not been to in along time.. Not sure where I was going or why.. I was lost, broken.. I sat there , listening to people talk.. Just listening.. I knew I had nothing fun to interject.. But then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a woman.. chatting with her friend about .. I can't remember now.. I was mezmorized.. All I remember was her saying something about UK time or something.. I just sat there, watching her.. her words lighting up the conversation.. everyone having a good time. As the night went on, everybody left, and I found myself alone with her.. I was afraid to even say hello.. Afraid I would blurt out something to offend her.. I was in no state to say anything.. But.. I had to.. I had to make her notice me.. I so needed to talk.. Talk to someone who didn't already have an opinion of what had been going on in my life.. Finally I mustered the courage to say hello.. she said hello back.. lol go figure huh.. I don't know what I thought she was going to say.. And like a weight had been lifted I felt totally at ease.. I just started spilling my guts to her.. She was so kind.. never once criticising me, or laughing at me.. she was totally focused on what I was saying, I knew then, there was something there.. A complete stranger.. listening to a poor sap, who had had enough.. She comforted me, and even made me laugh... She sent some poor noob to xcite island to go play for tips.. I laughed so hard at that, and will never ever forget that. We talked for awhile, and then she had to go.. I thanked her for just being there, and she was gone.. I thought that would be the last time I saw her.. I laid there under the stars. staring.. Trying to figure out if I should just move on.. Give up on this place called SL. I already had irons in the fire though.. I couldn't just work so hard to better myself, then throw it all away. Then poof there she was, standing in front of me, offering me her hand, I sat up, we just talked.. and talked.. It was glorious :) I had to go for some reason.. everything is a blur from that point..My heart pounded, my mind raced.. We shared so much in such a short amount of time.. But I was scared for anything, but she was always there for me.. with open arms.. Never once backing down..or turning her back on me.. Then one day we met, just to hang out, and she totally blew me away.. She told me she had loved me... loved me all along.. I had no idea.. Or was to scared to see it.. But once she said it, I knew it was the truth, and that I had the same feelings.. Danielle.. I love you too!! I love you with all that I am. Our souls have connected, on so many levels. I cannot imagine my life without you now.. You have made me the happiest, proudest woman alive!! The moral of this rambling.. Everything happens for a reason, and nothing is by chance..

Friday, December 29, 2006

What a year it has been!!

Well... The title pretty much says it all.. This has been a really
tough year for me.. My real life has been full of tests.. Tests I suppose to challenge my sanity.. After being Laid off on New Years Eve of last year, things went downhill fast. No jobs were available for what I wanted to do.. So I did what I could to survive, and make sure my kids were fed (my main priority) Trying to pay bills with little or no money.. I almost lost my house several times.. But I somehow managed to pull through it all.. After 2 months off, I finally went back to work, only to realize, that I was so far in debt, I didn't know what I was gonna do. I made several deals with the Devil, so to speak, (the devil being the bill collectors who sent threats my way everyday... ) Well, here it is.. A year later, I still have my house, my car, and my kids are all healthy! :) YAY!!! I am not sure how I survived.. Being alone raising 3 children, has definately pushed my sanity to it's limits.. Things are looking up now, in so many ways :) I am back with a great company, I never should have left in the first place.. But they say the grass always looks greener on the other side.. Life lesson learned!! LOL ! I started Second life a couple months ago, as a means of escape.. I had been playing SWG for quite sometime, and just grew bored with it. I miss alot of my friends there, but we still keep in touch through message boards.. I love my new SL life, it was stressfull at first, and I wondered why I was subjecting myself to poverty in a game, when I was just getting over it in RL.. But I percerviered, and have come along way, in a short amount of time. Thank you to Six Kennedy, and Gurl 6, for giving a newb a chance!!! She took me in, and let me work for her, and his been such a wonderful person to work for :) Thank you so much Six, for giving me the Honor of Employee of the Month!!! It truely is an honor for me :) My Friends at Wasted Jack, for letting me model there products, and just being great people to work for :) And my newest venture, with Raven Lamont, which is still in the works, but is gonna be an awesome experience :) Raven, what can I say girl, you have been so nice to me, and are a such a great person to learn and grow from :) I am so looking forward to the New Year, and a fresh start in my life :) And I can't forget, the person who saved me from leaving SL a couple weeks ago, because pixel drama was getting to be too much .. Danielle. Thank you sweetheart, for giving me hope :) My soon to be wife :) That's right folks, I am gonna marry a girl!! You got a problem with that? Too Bad!! I love her dearly, and she loves me :) And love conquers all :)
I hope everyone has a safe and happy new years, and I'll see ya all next year!! :P