What a year it has been!!

Well... The title pretty much says it all.. This has been a really
tough year for me.. My real life has been full of tests.. Tests I suppose to challenge my sanity.. After being Laid off on New Years Eve of last year, things went downhill fast. No jobs were available for what I wanted to do.. So I did what I could to survive, and make sure my kids were fed (my main priority) Trying to pay bills with little or no money.. I almost lost my house several times.. But I somehow managed to pull through it all.. After 2 months off, I finally went back to work, only to realize, that I was so far in debt, I didn't know what I was gonna do. I made several deals with the Devil, so to speak, (the devil being the bill collectors who sent threats my way everyday... ) Well, here it is.. A year later, I still have my house, my car, and my kids are all healthy! :) YAY!!! I am not sure how I survived.. Being alone raising 3 children, has definately pushed my sanity to it's limits.. Things are looking up now, in so many ways :) I am back with a great company, I never should have left in the first place.. But they say the grass always looks greener on the other side.. Life lesson learned!! LOL ! I started Second life a couple months ago, as a means of escape.. I had been playing SWG for quite sometime, and just grew bored with it. I miss alot of my friends there, but we still keep in touch through message boards.. I love my new SL life, it was stressfull at first, and I wondered why I was subjecting myself to poverty in a game, when I was just getting over it in RL.. But I percerviered, and have come along way, in a short amount of time. Thank you to Six Kennedy, and Gurl 6, for giving a newb a chance!!! She took me in, and let me work for her, and his been such a wonderful person to work for :) Thank you so much Six, for giving me the Honor of Employee of the Month!!! It truely is an honor for me :) My Friends at Wasted Jack, for letting me model there products, and just being great people to work for :) And my newest venture, with Raven Lamont, which is still in the works, but is gonna be an awesome experience :) Raven, what can I say girl, you have been so nice to me, and are a such a great person to learn and grow from :) I am so looking forward to the New Year, and a fresh start in my life :) And I can't forget, the person who saved me from leaving SL a couple weeks ago, because pixel drama was getting to be too much .. Danielle. Thank you sweetheart, for giving me hope :) My soon to be wife :) That's right folks, I am gonna marry a girl!! You got a problem with that? Too Bad!! I love her dearly, and she loves me :) And love conquers all :)
I hope everyone has a safe and happy new years, and I'll see ya all next year!! :P

An Angel right under my nose

Funny how things happen... Just when things look like shit, and ya just don't wanna continue.. Out of nowhere comes a ray of light. Someone who you know, respect, and admire, but never thought anything would come of, suddenly gives you something, when you least expect it.. Love, unconditionally.. Danielle sweetheart.. What can I say, but thank you! You gave this tired old soul something it had been lacking for some time now.. Hope :)
Discouraged and tired, ready to hang it all up I was.. But you were always there to offer a hug, and kind words, and apparently alot more hehehe.. :P You washed away the sadness, with your love :) And you certainly have a way with words... You know just how to make me melt everytime :) hehehe :) I just wanted you to know that you make me sooooo happy :) I wish I could put into words the way you make me feel Dani.. I try to everyday lol, but when I am around you my brain goes bye bye lmao.. I thought I was the hopeless romantic, but I think I met my match =D
I Love You Danielle, so much :)

A new beginning

Well, I must say, the past couple of weeks have been very busy.. I took on a job working for a brand new Company called, 'Wasted Jack's'. I have had several modeling shoots, promoting products for them, and I think this will proove to be a wonderful opportunity for all of us associated with them. They have some really innovative and exciting products in the works, geared towards making life easier for club owners, and hostesses. These are some great people, and I am proud to say I am a Jack's Girl!! :)
In other news, I am sad to announce, that me and my love Emeriea have parted ways.. We gave it our best shot, but just couldn't make it work. I hope that we will always be friends though, and that we can still have fun and just be goof balls. :) She has given me so much, and for that I will forever be greatful to her. :) She has been working very hard as a Manager for a Brand new club called 'Venom' . I am very proud of her for her dedication, and drive to succeed in this venture. I invite all to check it out, it is a really nice club :) Hat's off to Dion, and Juju, the club owners for putting it together, and making it a fun place to go :)
I have to give a special shot out to a new friend, who has been there for me, when I was blue, and sad, even though we just met.. Imzadi Giles. Imzadi, you are such a wonderful person, and I thank you from the bottem of my heart, for being there for me, when I needed a shoulder to cry on.. You didn't bat an eye, when I had no one to turn too.. instead you opened your arms, and comforted me, and even made me smile, with your wonderful personality. I will never forget that Imzy :) You have a life long friend now.. Muhaa haa haa, you poor thing ha ha.