January 27, 2007

The happiest day of my life!!!
I am the luckiest girl in the world!!!
Married to Danielle Raabe, the woman of my dreams, the keeper of my heart, the one I share my soul with.
Our wedding was perfect.. Married on the beach next to our new house, on a perfect afternoon with my closest friends (except for Imzy..RL kept her away :(...) Danielle looked soo beautiful in her traditional white wedding dress. As soon as I walked around the house, and saw her standing there, I burst into tears, not tears of pain or sorrow, but tears of joy! I swear to you, there was a beam of light shining down on her, as she stood there, looking like an angel sent from above.
I wasn't nervous, or scared in any way to make a commitment to her. I love her so much. More and more everyday. It's amazing how you go through life thinking you know what love is, well let me tell you, when you find your soul mate, like I have, the love is almost overwhelming. She is a gift from heaven in my eyes. She is my saviour. I know she doesn't think she is, but to me she is. She saved me on so many levels. I am totally commited to her. I would do anything, anything at all for her.
I would like to take a moment to thank, Desdemona Christiansen, for marrying us. she put together a wonderful ceremony for us, in a really short amount of time. She is a full time DJ in SL, and she somehow found the time to put it together for us. :)
Des, Thank you from the bottem of my heart. I know you said it was no big deal, but to me and Dani, it is. Your such a kind woman, and I will never forget what you did for us! :)
Thank you to all my friends from Jade Island for coming, and wishing us the best, it means alot to me, it really does :)
So now we start our new life together, a journey I so look forward to :) Love like this happens only once in a lifetime, and I intend to enjoy it to the fullest extent possible! :)

Lol, then just now I get a naughty e-mail why'll I am at work from her :P Ebil Woman!!! he he he he

Dreams realized :)

My Second Life just keeps getting better and better!! Not only have I met my soul mate, and I do not use the term lightly, Danielle truley is my soul mate, she and I have grown so close now, I feel lost when she is not with me.. Our hearts beat as one now, our minds think alike...."We Are Borg" :P:P Not really hee hee!
Seriously though, a really good friend, and owner of Wasted Jack's, ask me how I would feel about being on a private island.. I laughed at first, and said there is no way Dani and I could afford it.. I figured it would be just way too much for us to pay out.. But we talked about it, and he told me I should come check it out. So we did, and he showed me a plot of land, right on the beach, said it was mine if I wanted it.. I looked at Dani, she looked at me, well guess what? We have beach property!! :P
Something I have wanted for awhile now, was a real house, on real land.. I have been renting a skybox forever, and was just outgrowing it.. Don't get me wrong, skyboxes aren't all bad, but there comes a time, well for me anyways, when it is time to move, and grow, and the time was right :) I had the Love of my Life, why not live the total dream, and have a house on the beach :)
Dani and I started shopping for a house almost immediately, and looked and looked, finally after looking , and getting side tracked by shops along the way :P .. Dani said one of her friends had just bought a new house, and wanted to know if we would be interested in there old one.. We went and looked at it, and got a great deal on it :)
So now we have a beautiful 2 story house, on a private beach :) I never thought I would have beach property, let alone have it with the woman of my dreams :) Sorry if I am being a mushy, well okay, I'm not sorry :P Not one damn bit! I am happy beyond words, and nobody can take that away from me :):):)

A new year, a new outlook

Wow!! What a way to end a year.. In the arms of the one I love. :) She sacraficed her sleep so we could be together to celebrate New Years twice he he. I couldn't ask for a more caring, loving, funny, naughty, romantic, commited woman even if I tried. I am still in awe of this woman. The passion she exudes, the love she shares, the way she has cared for me.. I.. Wish I could convey how much she has changed my life. I never in a million years thought I wanted to 'Feel' again.. It is just too painful... Banana.. I think that's how you spell that..Oh sorry.. My daughter just ask me how to spell it :P Anyways, I really was done with love.. I have had my heart broken too many times, and just didn't want to subject myself to the pain anymore.. But then out of nowhere, came Danielle.. A chance encounter? I don't think it was.. I was hurting.. Had been for quite some time.. I tried to hide it, but it was there.. I lied to myself.. Saying everything was ok.. It wasn't.. But I was too scared to admit it.. Then it happened.. It was over..
I went to a place I had not been to in along time.. Not sure where I was going or why.. I was lost, broken.. I sat there , listening to people talk.. Just listening.. I knew I had nothing fun to interject.. But then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a woman.. chatting with her friend about .. I can't remember now.. I was mezmorized.. All I remember was her saying something about UK time or something.. I just sat there, watching her.. her words lighting up the conversation.. everyone having a good time. As the night went on, everybody left, and I found myself alone with her.. I was afraid to even say hello.. Afraid I would blurt out something to offend her.. I was in no state to say anything.. But.. I had to.. I had to make her notice me.. I so needed to talk.. Talk to someone who didn't already have an opinion of what had been going on in my life.. Finally I mustered the courage to say hello.. she said hello back.. lol go figure huh.. I don't know what I thought she was going to say.. And like a weight had been lifted I felt totally at ease.. I just started spilling my guts to her.. She was so kind.. never once criticising me, or laughing at me.. she was totally focused on what I was saying, I knew then, there was something there.. A complete stranger.. listening to a poor sap, who had had enough.. She comforted me, and even made me laugh... She sent some poor noob to xcite island to go play for tips.. I laughed so hard at that, and will never ever forget that. We talked for awhile, and then she had to go.. I thanked her for just being there, and she was gone.. I thought that would be the last time I saw her.. I laid there under the stars. staring.. Trying to figure out if I should just move on.. Give up on this place called SL. I already had irons in the fire though.. I couldn't just work so hard to better myself, then throw it all away. Then poof there she was, standing in front of me, offering me her hand, I sat up, we just talked.. and talked.. It was glorious :) I had to go for some reason.. everything is a blur from that point..My heart pounded, my mind raced.. We shared so much in such a short amount of time.. But I was scared for anything, but she was always there for me.. with open arms.. Never once backing down..or turning her back on me.. Then one day we met, just to hang out, and she totally blew me away.. She told me she had loved me... loved me all along.. I had no idea.. Or was to scared to see it.. But once she said it, I knew it was the truth, and that I had the same feelings.. Danielle.. I love you too!! I love you with all that I am. Our souls have connected, on so many levels. I cannot imagine my life without you now.. You have made me the happiest, proudest woman alive!! The moral of this rambling.. Everything happens for a reason, and nothing is by chance..